by saucy » Wed Oct 30, 2013 12:54 pm
Day 12- Still in progress
Today i am working on self worth! I have been thinking about how good it feels when you wake up and there is no one you have to apologize to because of being in a drunken stupor! Yes i know, i am still only 12 days in, but it still feels good! I think about how much of my life i have missed being drunk and not remembering because 9 times out of 10 i blackout from drinking, and all the times i missed because i was so hungover i had what i thought nothing left to do but drink the hangover away! I missed a lot of days, nights, moments and people! I feel like i am worth more than that! I am grateful that i woke up today not hungover, not drunk, not depressed, and not completely ashamed! I know somedays i will feel feelings i dont want and hopefully they wont be because i let the drunk in me fool myself!
Day 12- Still in progress
Today i am working on self worth! I have been thinking about how good it feels when you wake up and there is no one you have to apologize to because of being in a drunken stupor! Yes i know, i am still only 12 days in, but it still feels good! I think about how much of my life i have missed being drunk and not remembering because 9 times out of 10 i blackout from drinking, and all the times i missed because i was so hungover i had what i thought nothing left to do but drink the hangover away! I missed a lot of days, nights, moments and people! I feel like i am worth more than that! I am grateful that i woke up today not hungover, not drunk, not depressed, and not completely ashamed! I know somedays i will feel feelings i dont want and hopefully they wont be because i let the drunk in me fool myself!