by harmony1 » Wed May 20, 2009 3:15 pm
night time is the hardest time to stay sober. i am out of energy and just want to watch crappy tv and drink cheap booze and then cry myself to sleep after i fight with the fam because I am not a happy drunk. What do I do? It is raining out, I cant drive (because I blew 2.
. What to do, this is my first day sober after my latest binder. Maybe I should remind myself how depressed I get, the weight I put on the horrible headache in the morning, the lonely, guilty, ashamed way I feel after having a party for one, and succumbing to my demons once again!! Here goes nothing, maybe I'll work in the yard in between the rain down pour, and pray for strength
night time is the hardest time to stay sober. i am out of energy and just want to watch crappy tv and drink cheap booze and then cry myself to sleep after i fight with the fam because I am not a happy drunk. What do I do? It is raining out, I cant drive (because I blew 2.8). What to do, this is my first day sober after my latest binder. Maybe I should remind myself how depressed I get, the weight I put on the horrible headache in the morning, the lonely, guilty, ashamed way I feel after having a party for one, and succumbing to my demons once again!! Here goes nothing, maybe I'll work in the yard in between the rain down pour, and pray for strength