ggjune14 wrote:
> i feel you i was clean for 6 mos. and moved on my own . started using and
> here we go . sick and tired . i miss my chidred that dont realy want to be
> part of my life. thay all move away from me i am 53 yrs old not wanting to
> die but can see that i am killing myself. i can;t sleep walk alone live
> alone. i know god is showing me were i am in life. i have hope. so should
> you. lets do this together with na
Hi I just seen your post and I am going thru the exact thing you going thru. I am just writing to see how u doing so far and praying we all get better but now I knw am not alone but without the percs I feel so sick don't want to do anything not even go to work. Its not that I don't want to do better its just my mind is so clouded now with depression because of what I've done to myself. I pray to God to save me and I know he will to you and the rest fighting this addiction. Keep me posted I am now looking for NA meetings around my area before its too late . I can't be clean on my own I need help and I hope I will find some here. God bless you and all of us going through this hard times.