by kev610 » Wed Jul 14, 2010 6:10 pm
Hello,
I am new to this... i been a drug user for 20 some odd years its only been pot. I have not smoked in 5 days.. I know people say pot is not physical addictive but the mental part is killing me.. Its all I know and its how I lived my life for so long I dont know anyother way to live.. I think about getting hi all day long, I have not and I dont plan on it but not helping the constant craving.. My wife does not understand this and thinks its a cop out for smoking... I am just not sure what my next step is.. I am seeing a shrink and I hope that will help. I went to NA meeting some years back and I did not feel like I fit in because the only drug I do is pot, i dont drink or use anything else.. Most of the people at the meeting where therefor heavy drugs or by court order and i dont fit into that.. I just wish I did not think of getting hi 24*7, yet thats where I am right now.. Not sure how to surpress these feeling, I am sick of hurting my wife with my smoking and I am no role model for my kids.. So with these craving there is alot of guilt and self worth issues also.. Just looking for adivce on how to deal with this.. Plus i am ranting on here because its easy and helps...
Thx
Hello,
I am new to this... i been a drug user for 20 some odd years its only been pot. I have not smoked in 5 days.. I know people say pot is not physical addictive but the mental part is killing me.. Its all I know and its how I lived my life for so long I dont know anyother way to live.. I think about getting hi all day long, I have not and I dont plan on it but not helping the constant craving.. My wife does not understand this and thinks its a cop out for smoking... I am just not sure what my next step is.. I am seeing a shrink and I hope that will help. I went to NA meeting some years back and I did not feel like I fit in because the only drug I do is pot, i dont drink or use anything else.. Most of the people at the meeting where therefor heavy drugs or by court order and i dont fit into that.. I just wish I did not think of getting hi 24*7, yet thats where I am right now.. Not sure how to surpress these feeling, I am sick of hurting my wife with my smoking and I am no role model for my kids.. So with these craving there is alot of guilt and self worth issues also.. Just looking for adivce on how to deal with this.. Plus i am ranting on here because its easy and helps...
Thx