by AmandaHab » Tue Jul 31, 2012 10:13 am
I'm only 21, but have been drinking since I was 15.
As of recent, I've become verbally abusive towards my significant other, and have also hit her in the arm and leg, out of rage, from bringing up some one she has cheated on me with.
This person doesn't need to be brought up, but for some reason does, occasionally.
I want to go to a meeting, but feel like I'll just end up crying instead of talking,
I love my girl friend so much...more than anyone I've been with before, and have never been this way before. I don't know what to do.
I hate myself.
I'm only 21, but have been drinking since I was 15.
As of recent, I've become verbally abusive towards my significant other, and have also hit her in the arm and leg, out of rage, from bringing up some one she has cheated on me with.
This person doesn't need to be brought up, but for some reason does, occasionally.
I want to go to a meeting, but feel like I'll just end up crying instead of talking,
I love my girl friend so much...more than anyone I've been with before, and have never been this way before. I don't know what to do.
I hate myself.