by CRASH » Sat Aug 08, 2009 4:31 am
JASON MY NAME IS CHUCK, I`M 47, BEEN SOBER 2 AND A HALF YEARS. I HAVE A SPONSOR WHO HAS BEEN SOBER 12 YRS. AND HIS SPONSOR HAS BEEN SOBER 41 YRS. SO I HAVE A VERY OLD SCHOOL OUTLOOK ON RECOVERY.START LIVING IN THE SOLUTION ! IT`S GREAT THAT YOUR GOING TO MEETINGS ALMOST EVERYDAY...GO TO A MEETING EVERYDAY. DO A 90 IN 90. DO YOU KNOW WHY PEOPLE SAY TO DO A 90 IN 90. BECAUSE 90 PLUS 90 IS 180, AND THAT`S WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE, A 180 DEGREE TURN AROUND !
IF YOUM WRITE THAT YOUR A RELAPSE WAITING TO HAPPEN, GUESS WHAT, YOUR GOING TO RELAPSE !! STOP LIVING IN THE PROBLEM, IF YOUR GOING TO MEETINGS AND LISTENING TO WHAT`S BEING SAID THAN YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO GET INVOLVED IN YOUR RECOVERY. GET A SPONSOR, START WORKING STEPS, USE THE PHONE LISTS, CALL 3 OR 4 ALCOHOLICS A DAY. IF YOU WANT TO BE SOBER, YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR IT, IT JUST DOESN`T COME KNOCKING ON YOUR FREAKIN FRONT DOOR ! MY SPONSOR TELLS ME I CAN CRY OR WHINE OR TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ONE TIME, THEN THE THE NEXT TIME I BRING IT UP I BETTER HAVE A SOLUTION I CAN WORK ON TO SOLVE MY SITUATION. PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT EACHOTHER TELL EACHOTHER THE TRUTH, AND JASON I CARE ABOUT YOU ! SO GET GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE GOOD YOPU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE AND QUIT BITCHING ABOUT TYHE TOUGH THINGS ! JUST REMEMBER NO MATTER HOW SHITTY IT IS SOMEONE OUT THERE ALWAYS HAS IT WORSE, SO PRAY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT WORSE THAN YOU. GO OUT AND HELP ANOTHER ALCOHOLIC ! GIVE SOMEBODY A RIDE TO A MEETING, PUT YOUR NAME ON A PHONE LIST, CALL 2 OR 3 PEOPLE A DAY. DO YOU HAVE A BIG BOOK, IF NOT GET ONE, IOF YOU DO START READING. START FROM THE FIRST FOREWORD, AND KEEP GOING. IT DOESN`T MATTER IF YOU UNDERSTAND IT, JUST START GETTING THE FABRIC OF THIS PROGRAM SINKING INTO YOUR BRAIN. READ PAGE 417 ABOUT ACCEPTANCE. WE HAVE A DISEASE, WE ARE NOT A DIGRACE, ACCEPT THAT AND START MOVING FORWARD IN YOUR RECOVERY !! MY SPONSOR DOES TELL ME HE`S PROUD OF ME, BUT HE DOESN`T SPEND ALOT OF TIME MASSAGING MY EGO! HE PUTS A FOOT IN MY ASS!! WHEN I NEED IT. WHEN I START FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, HE`LL TELL ME TO WRITE A GRATEFUL LIST, BECAUSE GRATEFUL DRUNKS DON`T DRINK AND GRATEFUL ADDICTS DON`T USE !! I WISH YIOU HARD WORK, BUT WITH THAT HARD WORK YOU WILL FIND A LIFE BEYOND YOUR WILDEST DREAMS.. IF YOU WANT TO TALK YOU CAN EMAIL ME AT
CRASHDADDYTY@AOL.COM. HANG IN THERE DUDE, EVERYTHING WILL BE COOL, JUST DO THE NEXT RITE THING ! SEE YA.
JASON MY NAME IS CHUCK, I`M 47, BEEN SOBER 2 AND A HALF YEARS. I HAVE A SPONSOR WHO HAS BEEN SOBER 12 YRS. AND HIS SPONSOR HAS BEEN SOBER 41 YRS. SO I HAVE A VERY OLD SCHOOL OUTLOOK ON RECOVERY.START LIVING IN THE SOLUTION ! IT`S GREAT THAT YOUR GOING TO MEETINGS ALMOST EVERYDAY...GO TO A MEETING EVERYDAY. DO A 90 IN 90. DO YOU KNOW WHY PEOPLE SAY TO DO A 90 IN 90. BECAUSE 90 PLUS 90 IS 180, AND THAT`S WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO WITH YOUR LIFE, A 180 DEGREE TURN AROUND !
IF YOUM WRITE THAT YOUR A RELAPSE WAITING TO HAPPEN, GUESS WHAT, YOUR GOING TO RELAPSE !! STOP LIVING IN THE PROBLEM, IF YOUR GOING TO MEETINGS AND LISTENING TO WHAT`S BEING SAID THAN YOU KNOW YOU HAVE TO GET INVOLVED IN YOUR RECOVERY. GET A SPONSOR, START WORKING STEPS, USE THE PHONE LISTS, CALL 3 OR 4 ALCOHOLICS A DAY. IF YOU WANT TO BE SOBER, YOU HAVE TO WORK FOR IT, IT JUST DOESN`T COME KNOCKING ON YOUR FREAKIN FRONT DOOR ! MY SPONSOR TELLS ME I CAN CRY OR WHINE OR TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ONE TIME, THEN THE THE NEXT TIME I BRING IT UP I BETTER HAVE A SOLUTION I CAN WORK ON TO SOLVE MY SITUATION. PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT EACHOTHER TELL EACHOTHER THE TRUTH, AND JASON I CARE ABOUT YOU ! SO GET GRATEFUL FOR ALL THE GOOD YOPU HAVE IN YOUR LIFE AND QUIT BITCHING ABOUT TYHE TOUGH THINGS ! JUST REMEMBER NO MATTER HOW SHITTY IT IS SOMEONE OUT THERE ALWAYS HAS IT WORSE, SO PRAY FOR THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE IT WORSE THAN YOU. GO OUT AND HELP ANOTHER ALCOHOLIC ! GIVE SOMEBODY A RIDE TO A MEETING, PUT YOUR NAME ON A PHONE LIST, CALL 2 OR 3 PEOPLE A DAY. DO YOU HAVE A BIG BOOK, IF NOT GET ONE, IOF YOU DO START READING. START FROM THE FIRST FOREWORD, AND KEEP GOING. IT DOESN`T MATTER IF YOU UNDERSTAND IT, JUST START GETTING THE FABRIC OF THIS PROGRAM SINKING INTO YOUR BRAIN. READ PAGE 417 ABOUT ACCEPTANCE. WE HAVE A DISEASE, WE ARE NOT A DIGRACE, ACCEPT THAT AND START MOVING FORWARD IN YOUR RECOVERY !! MY SPONSOR DOES TELL ME HE`S PROUD OF ME, BUT HE DOESN`T SPEND ALOT OF TIME MASSAGING MY EGO! HE PUTS A FOOT IN MY ASS!! WHEN I NEED IT. WHEN I START FEELING SORRY FOR MYSELF, HE`LL TELL ME TO WRITE A GRATEFUL LIST, BECAUSE GRATEFUL DRUNKS DON`T DRINK AND GRATEFUL ADDICTS DON`T USE !! I WISH YIOU HARD WORK, BUT WITH THAT HARD WORK YOU WILL FIND A LIFE BEYOND YOUR WILDEST DREAMS.. IF YOU WANT TO TALK YOU CAN EMAIL ME AT CRASHDADDYTY@AOL.COM. HANG IN THERE DUDE, EVERYTHING WILL BE COOL, JUST DO THE NEXT RITE THING ! SEE YA.