by mommadukes » Sun Feb 27, 2011 7:26 pm
I have decided that with Spring approaching that this is a good time for me to turn my life around. My children, 25,23,19, all agree that I have a problem. I drink A bottle of wine a night, not the small one either. Get totally smashed, stumbling up to bed and smoking in bed, also not a good thing, waking up feeling like crap. So depressed, calling people and doing the drunk calling and crying! Then when they ask have I been drinking, I deny, no, I say, and try like hell not to slur anymore.
Well enough is enough, me too, I have gone two days without a drink, going to my first meeting tonight. I'm ready, but I know I will need the strenght to keep it going. I've heard the day ' One day at a time ", that is how I'm going to have to begin the saying each and everyday.
I have decided that with Spring approaching that this is a good time for me to turn my life around. My children, 25,23,19, all agree that I have a problem. I drink A bottle of wine a night, not the small one either. Get totally smashed, stumbling up to bed and smoking in bed, also not a good thing, waking up feeling like crap. So depressed, calling people and doing the drunk calling and crying! Then when they ask have I been drinking, I deny, no, I say, and try like hell not to slur anymore.
Well enough is enough, me too, I have gone two days without a drink, going to my first meeting tonight. I'm ready, but I know I will need the strenght to keep it going. I've heard the day ' One day at a time ", that is how I'm going to have to begin the saying each and everyday.