by kimmie » Fri Jan 18, 2008 7:43 pm
Hang in there. It will get better. I know, another cliche'. I've been sober now for a little over 14 years and I still can't believe how it works. The friendships I've made with people and the respect that I've gained for myself is beyond compare. And cold weather would have never detered me from a drink so it shouldn't deter you from a meeting. And the next time you go, get numbers and use them. There really are people in recovery that will get you to a meeting. When you share, let people know where you're at, ask for a ride, a number, what you need. Listen at a meeting when they read how it works, (any lengths, rigourous honest.)
Take care of yourself and always remember that You are worth it, You do deserve happiness, love yourself today.
As far as the God thing, when I went to do my 4th step , my first question was could I have a resentment towards God, and without hesitation my sponsor said absolutely. Little did I know that she knew when I put pen to paper I would be in a place where blame was not even an issue but a humble desire to change. I was pissed at first but looking back now, I live the life I live today because of God, my higher power. You can chose what works for you, that's the beauty of this wonderful fellowship.
Good luck in your quest, may you truly find a sober, happy way of life, the rewards are so much greater than any hang-over I've ever had.
Kimmie
Hang in there. It will get better. I know, another cliche'. I've been sober now for a little over 14 years and I still can't believe how it works. The friendships I've made with people and the respect that I've gained for myself is beyond compare. And cold weather would have never detered me from a drink so it shouldn't deter you from a meeting. And the next time you go, get numbers and use them. There really are people in recovery that will get you to a meeting. When you share, let people know where you're at, ask for a ride, a number, what you need. Listen at a meeting when they read how it works, (any lengths, rigourous honest.)
Take care of yourself and always remember that You are worth it, You do deserve happiness, love yourself today.
As far as the God thing, when I went to do my 4th step , my first question was could I have a resentment towards God, and without hesitation my sponsor said absolutely. Little did I know that she knew when I put pen to paper I would be in a place where blame was not even an issue but a humble desire to change. I was pissed at first but looking back now, I live the life I live today because of God, my higher power. You can chose what works for you, that's the beauty of this wonderful fellowship.
Good luck in your quest, may you truly find a sober, happy way of life, the rewards are so much greater than any hang-over I've ever had.
Kimmie