by Tay1990 » Fri Feb 01, 2013 8:57 pm
I'm trying to get off perks in doing it cold turkey its very hard i don't have insurance and i don't make much money but I'm so sick of being bound to pills my world revolves around them i hate that I'm not the same person i used to be i am 22 years old and i feel 60 i cannot do anything i wanna be free i wanna be myself again its day two and I'm so scared i wish i had help but i can't afford it the withdraw is a battle all on its own i am fighting against my body hurting without it and I'm battling my mind telling me that i have to do it in my own worst enemy why can't i stop i Hate percocet omre then in this world but i love it just as much as i hate it in using to be normal not happy not high in using just to do things we take for granted everyday work cleaning shopping going to the store getting out of bed its sad but it's my reality i decided to change and i know this is going to be the hardest thing i do in my life but I'm willing to suffer to get to many peace were in this together stay strong don't give up and always remember today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday "When everything seems like an uhill struggle, just think of the view from the top" your worth it am worth it we can beat this we are only as strong as we allow ourselves to be
I'm trying to get off perks in doing it cold turkey its very hard i don't have insurance and i don't make much money but I'm so sick of being bound to pills my world revolves around them i hate that I'm not the same person i used to be i am 22 years old and i feel 60 i cannot do anything i wanna be free i wanna be myself again its day two and I'm so scared i wish i had help but i can't afford it the withdraw is a battle all on its own i am fighting against my body hurting without it and I'm battling my mind telling me that i have to do it in my own worst enemy why can't i stop i Hate percocet omre then in this world but i love it just as much as i hate it in using to be normal not happy not high in using just to do things we take for granted everyday work cleaning shopping going to the store getting out of bed its sad but it's my reality i decided to change and i know this is going to be the hardest thing i do in my life but I'm willing to suffer to get to many peace were in this together stay strong don't give up and always remember today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday "When everything seems like an uhill struggle, just think of the view from the top" your worth it am worth it we can beat this we are only as strong as we allow ourselves to be