by secane1021 » Tue Nov 25, 2008 7:43 pm
Thanks,
Ive actually put alot of thought into how Im staying clean, My last resort is a suboxone maintanence program, but i really dont want to do that if i can manage without it. My hardest moments are in the mornings before work. When i used to push off, and in the evenings after dinner. My biggest motivator of staying clean is looking into my newborn sons eyes. I can remember the morning he was born, when he finally opened his eyes, his pupils were so large, and I knew mine were pinned from the heroin, It made me feel so bad, that if i continued on the track i was on that i would be a horrible father. Thinking back on that helps me a great deal.
What was your drug of choice? What triggers are the hardest for you and how do you get through it?
John
Thanks,
Ive actually put alot of thought into how Im staying clean, My last resort is a suboxone maintanence program, but i really dont want to do that if i can manage without it. My hardest moments are in the mornings before work. When i used to push off, and in the evenings after dinner. My biggest motivator of staying clean is looking into my newborn sons eyes. I can remember the morning he was born, when he finally opened his eyes, his pupils were so large, and I knew mine were pinned from the heroin, It made me feel so bad, that if i continued on the track i was on that i would be a horrible father. Thinking back on that helps me a great deal.
What was your drug of choice? What triggers are the hardest for you and how do you get through it?
John