by annemarie611 » Sat May 01, 2010 10:26 pm
I am a recovering alcoholic/addict. I met my boyfriend almost a year ago (here it goes) in rehab! I know...rehab romance. He has been using on and off since. Right now he is in prison. I don't know what to do. I do love this man. He is such a wonderful person (as we all are) when he is not using. I went to a few meetings when I was first clean and convinced myself they just weren't for me. Now I know that was just an excuse. If I were to go to meetings and truly be there, I would have to be completely honest. I didn't want to hear that I should leave him. Truthfully, I still don't. I want to believe this time is the last time. I have been clean for almost a year but I want to be sober. I'm am so confused and so torn. Please if anyone has any advice please let me know.
I am a recovering alcoholic/addict. I met my boyfriend almost a year ago (here it goes) in rehab! I know...rehab romance. He has been using on and off since. Right now he is in prison. I don't know what to do. I do love this man. He is such a wonderful person (as we all are) when he is not using. I went to a few meetings when I was first clean and convinced myself they just weren't for me. Now I know that was just an excuse. If I were to go to meetings and truly be there, I would have to be completely honest. I didn't want to hear that I should leave him. Truthfully, I still don't. I want to believe this time is the last time. I have been clean for almost a year but I want to be sober. I'm am so confused and so torn. Please if anyone has any advice please let me know.