by amber13569 » Mon Aug 12, 2013 2:24 pm
I'm an alcoholic and am only 27. The amount of trouble it has caused me is not even right. I have been in trouble with the law and have lost friends over it and its affecting my health. I am home all day alone and its so hard to not go get beer and hide it from my fiance. I am been in the hospital for things pertaining to it. Today is my first day sober in a few weeks but before that I was sober for 46 days, seemed like my life was getting back on track AND bam, I thought I could just have a couple and that is a lie I've been telling myself for too long. Ugh but this withdrawal feeling is so scary, I've always had the mentality that ya bite the dog that bit ya, so if you wake up feeling the shakes and like crap, drink a beer and itll go away. well that may be, but when I drink one, I'll drink twenty. Got through so far today without drinking one, but ugh its rough.
I'm an alcoholic and am only 27. The amount of trouble it has caused me is not even right. I have been in trouble with the law and have lost friends over it and its affecting my health. I am home all day alone and its so hard to not go get beer and hide it from my fiance. I am been in the hospital for things pertaining to it. Today is my first day sober in a few weeks but before that I was sober for 46 days, seemed like my life was getting back on track AND bam, I thought I could just have a couple and that is a lie I've been telling myself for too long. Ugh but this withdrawal feeling is so scary, I've always had the mentality that ya bite the dog that bit ya, so if you wake up feeling the shakes and like crap, drink a beer and itll go away. well that may be, but when I drink one, I'll drink twenty. Got through so far today without drinking one, but ugh its rough.