DEAR FRIEND YOU HAVE COME A LONG WAY AND YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT, ALL PEOPLE ARE NOT MEAN I STAY AWAY FROM NEGATIVE PEOPLE WE ARE ALL THE SAME I HAVE 5YEARS SOBER AND HAD FIVE YEARS BEFORE THAT I AM SOBER BUT SOMETIMES MY HEAD GOES BACK TO THE SHIT IN MY LIFE NOW AND BEFORE. DO NOT ISOLATE I STOPPED GOING TO MY MEETINGS BECAUSE I THOUGHT I MET THE GUY OF MY DREAMS WHICH IS A BIG PART OF MY STORY, NOW I AM NOT WITH HIM. I AM 39 MY HUSBAND DIED YEARS AGO COMMITTED SUICIDE NOW MY KIDS ARE 15,20, 21 I REBUILT MY WHOLE LIFE BUT NOT MYSELF, NOW EVERYTHING IS CRASHING DOWN AND I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE THINGS NOW, SO I AM GOING BACK TO MY MEETINGS WHICH IS MY HOME AND ALWAYS WAS, I WILL NOT HATE YOU, I WOULD BE YOUR FRIEND, EVEN UNTIL YOU GO TO A MEETING YOU CAN E-MAIL ME I WILL GIVE YOU MY PHONENUMBER , JUST REMEMBER ONE THING EVERYONE HAS SKELATINS IN THERE CLOSET WE ALL DID THINGS WE REGRET, BUT I KNOW FOR ME I HAVE TO LEAVE THE CRAP BEHIND AND MOVE FORWARD, I WAS WHAT YOU CALLED THE CHRONIC RELAPSER WANTED TO BUY A SHIRT THAT SAID THAT, IT IS ONE DAY AT A TIME FOR ALL OF US, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF HERE IS MY E-MAIL
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