relapse
Posted: Thu May 03, 2012 12:20 pm
I just had a relapse after 24 years of sobriety and I couldn't find a meeting today and just found this forum.
AA saved my life so long ago and now here I am again needing help. The disease is cunning baffling, and powerful and it waits. I went to meetings religiously for 10 years, then I stopped. Now I am one of those old-timers I felt sorry for in my first meetings who had relapsed because they stopped working the program. I am writing through tears of self-loathing and disgust and self-pity and I am just so glad you are all out there and grateful to AA that I know what to do and what I need. Thanks for listening.
AA saved my life so long ago and now here I am again needing help. The disease is cunning baffling, and powerful and it waits. I went to meetings religiously for 10 years, then I stopped. Now I am one of those old-timers I felt sorry for in my first meetings who had relapsed because they stopped working the program. I am writing through tears of self-loathing and disgust and self-pity and I am just so glad you are all out there and grateful to AA that I know what to do and what I need. Thanks for listening.