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Still struggling

Unread postPosted: Sun Jun 12, 2016 9:06 am
by McKibz
I am new to this forum. I am still really struggling with alcoholism. I went to a rehab - one of the best, got a sponsor and went to meetings but after a few weeks abandoned it all. Isolating, can't sleep and the craving was too strong. Drinking heavily again. Just do not get the 12 steps and how they can help. I know I am powerless over this booze I am drinking as I write this. But it helps me escape and sleep. Please help!!! What do I do? How do I understand? Some people helped me to realize I had a problem but I have treated then poorly. Just trashed them and threw them away when all they wanted to do was help. Any help out there? How do I get over my desire and running away? Please help hell