by CPICK43 » Sat Dec 05, 2009 8:04 am
I GIVE UP, MY RELATIONSHIP WITH MY 9 YEAR OLD SON I DETERATING, MY JOB IS SUFFERING, I LOST 6 BUSINESSS,MY EX WIFE, NEW GIRLFRIEND& SHE THOUGHT I WAS SO COOL, BLOCKED MY PHONE,IVE BATTELING THE FOR 30 YEARS,THIS WEEK I CONSUMED 16 BOTTLES OF WINE, WHO COULD POSSIBILITY BE ALIVE,AND WHEN I DRINK I SMOKE LIKE A FIEND, IM GOING TO MY FIRST REAL AA MEETING MONDAY AND FOR FIRST TIME IM LOOKING SO FORWARD TO IT.IM SO NORMAL SOBER EVERY BODY WANTS TO BE AROUND ME, WHAT DOPE I,VE BEEN.