by Rain » Mon Oct 04, 2010 2:53 pm
Dear God,
I like so very much the thing that is so very bad for me.
I am not even sure I want to pray about it, because I suspect, in my secret heart,I really don't want You to take it away from me, or to stop me.
What I really want, God,is to be able to keep doing the thing I like so much, but just not have it be so bad for me.
It feels like all the things I like (a lot), the best, most fun things,are all the things I'm not supposed to like or want to do, (or like to do as much as I want to do them) or are damaging to my brain or killing my body or in general diminish and harm me.
So, God, I need a lot of help with this because:
I do not want any help with this.
So help me, God.