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please help me recover again

Unread postPosted: Sun Jul 15, 2007 3:16 pm
by fdphilly
I was sober for 6 years in A.A.

I moved to pa from md

My family is in P.A

I moved in with my parents so i can attend collage and get back on feet with money..i'm broke

My family does not like i'm in A.A thinks i'm not an alkie.

I do have a drinking problem

I went to meetings any way from about 1 year

I got wornout with family and loves ones about a.a. and how spritual i am

i wanted to be loved by them

so i stop meetings, went out and had a few drinks

my head is racing with thoughts

i feel stuck living there
want to be on my own and recover again

I tried to go to a meeting today.. and the meeting was not there any more.

does good still love me ??
what should i do

Unread postPosted: Sun Jul 15, 2007 5:00 pm
by Guest
don't give up, and try another meeting. meetings are so important, and even if aa is not the same as before, this is a place where we can get help and recover.