lost myself
Posted: Thu Jan 05, 2017 4:06 pm
i had 7 years of sobriety and then my mom passed forcing me to finally accept the death of my father that id been putting off and finding out i have a rare heart condition thats slowly killing me... ive never wanted to go back so badly. i did. ive stopped but i broke and was gone for a week. i feel like a failure and a fool my wife cant look at me the same and my kids are too young to know... but i know and its burning in me. i need help and advice.