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feel like death, make it stop!!!

Unread postPosted: Mon Apr 19, 2010 4:09 pm
by jimtastic27
Today I gave up alcohol, crystal, and oxys, I can't describe how shitty I feel, can't even get out of this chair. Shakin like a leaf, I don't even think I am capable of driving like this. If I have even one drink, it'll end ten hours later with me passing out on the floor after using an inhuman amout of drugs and alcohol. Already lost the wife, the job, I'm next if I don't change. Dammit howd I let it get this far!

Re: feel like death, make it stop!!!

Unread postPosted: Thu Apr 22, 2010 4:46 am
by Guest
Hey jimtastic27, have you been using since you wrote on monday? Unfortunately it's easy to let it get that far... And we all feel your pain. Are you getting help? To me it's a must to stay sober. And you need a sponsor. You can do it. Don't give up.

Re: feel like death, make it stop!!!

Unread postPosted: Sat Apr 24, 2010 2:08 pm
by jimtastic27
Thank you for your words, it's taken several meetings a day and all the strength I can muster, but I have maintained sobriety. Actually eating full meals and sleeping without using now. Gotta maintain, though, complacency is the enemy

Re: feel like death, make it stop!!!

Unread postPosted: Sun Apr 25, 2010 7:20 am
by Guest
Great!!!!! You just made my day... Congrats to you!

Re: feel like death, make it stop!!!

Unread postPosted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 5:56 am
by hoping for a fresh start
Hi, just wanted to see how you are doing, I hope everything is ok. I'm just starting to try to kick alcohol, I don't know who I'll be if it works. How does it go this far? I hope you have a good day today.