Heyy, Im new to this site... I related to your post and I am almost 2 and a half months and I know exactly what you mean when you say Im finally getting me back... Im almost there just have to get a job. Im lonely at times to but the people I was spending time with before werent friends, we knew eachother before we got high while we got high and now we dont speak. Im on probation and my po and she made me start coming 3 days a week and Im honestly happy about it now!
Im not going to say there arent times I think about doing something but I dont and I am down to one day a week at probation so its not just that. Its nice to go out and do stuff, I love the summer! Im happy for you and continue doing well!! I didnt go to meetings but I was thinking about starting to go. Congrats on 4 years!!