by pauliem » Sun Apr 24, 2016 6:05 pm
Wow what a ton of bricks to fall on you, I am Paul by the way. So you life partners rather than just friends? That makes a huge difference. Try Yoga, or faith or thoughtless meditation its sounds like bull I know, but calming yourself is saving what you have. If You have sobriety you have much more than most. Its a very complicated and lifelong issue of why people can not leave drugs and drinking alone, yet some can. You can not live an ice cold emotional life. I am hoping the same for all us whether we be addicted or the affected. Getting to a higher consciousness or though plane makes more sense to me now than ever. So how does that help the other person? I am not sure we can, but through our prayers or thoughts or meditations we might just find a path for others to follow, if they wish. That natural high, I can assure, is there. Is it better than heroin, of course not, but its just as comforting and its free and not dangerous. For 40 yrs its been my drug of choice and I was one ...... up dude. Be Strong and try to get to that praceful place.