by prv1960 » Thu Jul 12, 2012 11:13 am
I totally agree with the other comments about your son and praying...definately pray....I have been going through this and he just used again last night....only clean for 4 mos this time....No rehab,dr, or church has changed a thing in his life...he is an addict with mental issues and he is an abuser,anything from emotional to physical...He threatens to throw me out windows,smash me in my face,bury me where no one will find me, and so on. when that doesn't work, he puts me down everyday from morning to night, He actually says he loves me but doesn't like who I am....really...seriously....He doesn't like himself....anyway, My heart goes out to you. I pray each day and I will pray for you.....I am stuck and hate life, God is my only help....I have chased all others away....I seriously believe this is a demon possession and a spiritual sickness that no worldly institution will help, 12 steps, C'mon, He can recite these backwards....No help for him,except God, and also for me! Take care and I pray your situation turns out better than mine did...Should have run as fast as I could, and not looked back..love doesn't have good sense sometimes!