by eileen43 » Thu May 23, 2013 9:31 am
dear student, I grew up facing many similar problems, my prayer for you is peace. I know that dissaociating yourself from those you love and care about is like asking you to cut off an arm. however, if you begin to understand that the arm is diseased and that keeping it would only cause to become very ill or even threaten your life, your survival instinct would kick in. What's happening in your life is like my analogy, you need to save yourself. Maybe, sometime in the future they will sincerely want to save themselves, until that time, you must separate yourself from them. Unfortunately, no matter what you do, all that you want to do, anything that you try to do will be useless until they want, they do and they try. If you stay connected to them, they will pull you down to their level. I promise to pray for you, and for them.
Even if you are not religious, recall any time when were scared; what did you say in your heart of hearts? Was it something like: Oh God, please help ... come to my rescue . Pray that prayer. God hears all prayers, call on him for his help and strength.
Happiness and Pease