by Lorr0405 » Tue Sep 29, 2009 11:50 am
This is my first time speaking about this outloud besides family. Heres how it starts. My soon to be husband whom i have a 1 and a half year old son with just got out of prison after being there for 18 months for his drug addiction with herion. I stuck by his side through everything, the stealing from me, my family, his family, to being homeless at one time of another, trying to get him help in hospitals thick and thin been through everything. Hes been home now for about 6 months everything was great untill about a month ago. he says he has knee pain and has been taking percocet. he thinks its okay because he still goes to work everyday and he doesnt have a needle is his arm. He is on parole and already got a bad urine because of the percocet. I see the cycle starting all over agin and he is in denial about it. His mother and I are thinking of an intervention. He thinks everything is fine. Im not sure what to do. I love him very much and we have been through slot together and i do not want to give up on him yet but i dont know how much i can handle with the lies the porn addiction and the drug use. He is also bi polar and is not on any medication for it. I can only voice my opinion to him for so long. Im also intrested in going to meetings but i dont know what ones to attend. Idont know what to do Ithis is his second chance with his life and he seems not to care or its the bi polar that does this to him. I don't know. And I dont know what to do anymore.