by MR13 » Mon May 02, 2011 11:43 am
I am tired of alcohol preoccupying my thoughts. I always think that this time will be different, but it seems to end up the same way. I drink when Im feeling happy, sad, lonely, scared ect. I don't always get drunk,but its unpredictable. It has not affected my job, and I have never had a DUI. But that doesn't mean I have not had many bottoms. Im in the medical field and I have seen what alcohol can do to the body and mind. You would think that would be enough for me to want to lay off of it. I want to stop, I need to stop. I need to make a change. I have a son that needs and deserves to have a happy healthy mommy.
Im not sure about going to a meeting. I am longing to talk to others that maybe feel the same way I do.