by RAM » Sun Jan 31, 2016 8:12 am
Hi,
Find a local AA meeting and get some help now. You will find support and caring there from people in the same situation and from that, your healing will begin. Take it one day at a time, don't drink just for this hour, day, week, etc. Little by little.
I started doing this same thing 25 years ago and have been sober since.
Don't give up - you are a great person.