I need someone to tell me I am not here all alone
Posted: Sat Mar 01, 2008 11:37 am
Hi, I am an alchoholic...have been for several years...I do only drink on nights and weekends...I work two jobs and thank God do it well, one is a career and the other is supplementing my single mother thing.....
I have been in out patient rehab, have attended meetings, not recently though, but actually look at the meeting schedule almost every day and swear I am going to a meeting, but never get there because I am too busy.....I have actually drove to meetings recently but got very scared because there were too many cars.....I have cut myself off from family and friends, of course my 13 year old son knows my problems which causes him problems....I am a single mother....
I have made an appointment with my physician to get a drug to stop my madness....I feel good about that ....
I need someone to tell me I am not here all alone....or yell at me and set me straight.......
I have been in out patient rehab, have attended meetings, not recently though, but actually look at the meeting schedule almost every day and swear I am going to a meeting, but never get there because I am too busy.....I have actually drove to meetings recently but got very scared because there were too many cars.....I have cut myself off from family and friends, of course my 13 year old son knows my problems which causes him problems....I am a single mother....
I have made an appointment with my physician to get a drug to stop my madness....I feel good about that ....
I need someone to tell me I am not here all alone....or yell at me and set me straight.......