Just a mess
Posted: Sat Aug 01, 2009 7:00 pm
My life has been hell for too long. I disagree with the saying that that God never gives you more than you can handle. July alone has left me jobless...not do to my drinking but the economy. My partner relapsed into her crack addiction again and pushed me away 24 hours after telling me how in love she was with me. My ex employer bounced 3 of my pay checks, I ended up being overdrawn and the bank charged me $365.00 in
overdraft fees. My friend next door to me died from an overdose of pain killers and my father was rushed to the hospital early last Sat. morning because of a prostate cancer scare. I have been trying to stay sober and have been going to meetings but my anxiety and depression is paralyzing me. I was taking medication but my health coverage went with my job and I have applied for Medicaid but still no word on being accepted. I suppose that I am writing because a part of me doesn't want to give up and I just want to find some encouragement so I don't totally
collapse. Kind words would go a long way right now. Thank-you in advance.
overdraft fees. My friend next door to me died from an overdose of pain killers and my father was rushed to the hospital early last Sat. morning because of a prostate cancer scare. I have been trying to stay sober and have been going to meetings but my anxiety and depression is paralyzing me. I was taking medication but my health coverage went with my job and I have applied for Medicaid but still no word on being accepted. I suppose that I am writing because a part of me doesn't want to give up and I just want to find some encouragement so I don't totally
collapse. Kind words would go a long way right now. Thank-you in advance.