by InVein44 » Tue Mar 08, 2011 11:31 am
to anyone who thinks methadone is the answer, i beg u to think otherwise. sure it helped but 11 yrs passed & i just got out of detox, been 2 weeks, still cannot walk without assistance, no sleep, cant eat, worse then i ever thought possible, i feel like no one can deal with me on medication or off, either way i feel lost & closer to death then ever. yes yes... it will pass but thats easier for others to say that have never been an addict. 5 minutes seams like 5 hours, please do not consider that as an alternative. They said i could be like this for a few months, then go through a different type of withdrawl...closer to "H" withdrawl, I never thought I would welcome that feeling!