seanmcguffin wrote:
> I don't know why, but I have such a hard time going to meetings. I am going
> to intensive outpatient right now and it helps. But I am supposed to go to
> three meetings a week, and I making one, thats if I can get motivated. It
> is scaring me because I know if I don't work the program I wont stay sober!
> I guess what Im trying to say, is i am having a hard time pushing myself. I
> have almost 30 days sober, Early recovery is very hard!
I can understand your position, atleast you are pushing yourself, that is whats needed, keep pushing yourself to these meetings and soon you will be regular, like a me!