dave wrote:to all you alcoholics.
i speak for the spouses,children,friends,and family that you all have thrown away and hurt for so very long.
we cant help you anymore.
we cant feel pity for you anymore.
we've seen it all,and we can't see anymore.
do not try and talk to us,we will not listen.
just leave us all.
go away and drink yourselves to death,and we will believe that at your drunkest moment,you realized what you have done.
dying for us,will allow us to try and live again.
as long as you are alive,you are killing us.
please,,,just die already.
This message doesn't scare me or even really worry me for you Dave.
What would worry me is if you claimed not to care.
Apathy is a million times worse than anger and rage at the addict Dave.
I know because I've been there and back again several times.
What I suggest is counseling because if that time ever does come
when your alcoholic loved one is dead because of the alcohol...
you cannot imagine the amount of guilt that comes hand in hand with openly expressing such anger
The mourning process is next to impossible when you blame yourself for such words.
I hope that they helped you get something off your chest and provided you with a moment of catharsis
but seriously, you need to talk to someone about how much anger you have directed toward the person.
Do you really want to be the kind of person who is full of hate and want of the death of another person?
I pray that God grants you serenity Dave...hate and rage is like a cancer that will rot away your life as you know it.