by andreal » Tue Oct 11, 2011 6:35 am
Keep talking to God, and don't hope he helps you, KNOW that He will. I know for me, he did. I was a lost cause for the better part of 20 years. DUI, jail, divorce and most devestating, loosing custody of my children. I am finally sober for 3 plus years now, and could not be more grateful. This addiction, along with all addictions is evil. Alcohol is evil. It will take everything from you.I went to the rehabs, went to the meetings, went to therapy, took the medications ect.., but what I didn't do was pray. I mean, really pray, once I started to pray, God was listening, and finally took the the insanity away from me. A true miracle for someone like me. And the same could hold true for you. Keep praying and mean it with all your heart and believe me, He will help you.
It is such a shame in today's world, that the minute you mention God, people just brush it off, or think " yeah, whatever ", but what else do you have to loose. Keep the faith and be true to yourself. Things will get better for you, they will. I just prayed for you. Peace....