by desperation » Wed Jan 08, 2014 2:54 pm
Desperation here! I need suggestions. I've been around AA since the early 80"s and true, I've had my share of R&D adventures but this is not about my past. I live on Easton Road in Abington and very close to the Glenside Clubhouse. But, I grew up at the Flourtown meeting above the Sorella Rose. I accumulated many years there and friends...true friends. In 2002 I, because of forgetting my priorities, lost my sobriety and landed in jail. As of Feb 7, 2014 I will celebrate once again two years. I dont remember the last time I was able to get to Flourtown. For over a year I have put my hand up, posted notices and BEGGED for anyone to give me a ride to Flourtown. I will pay...I am available anytime. Today, a friend with 25 years remember the basic premise that one can only keep it by giving it away...It has been my first time back in Flourtown in over 1 year. What happened to the basics? Ironically today, with at least 30 members present I appealed to the group for rides anytime. There were people there with almost 30 years...some I physically approached. Not one offered me a ride. What do I do, where do I go ? i ran out of the energy to ask and the humility to beg...there must be someone, who practices a conscious contact with the higher power. Listen to him. He doesn't want me to suffer