by hurting38 » Tue Feb 11, 2014 9:00 pm
As I am in circle of going round and round,of sorry,last time,won't do it again,this time is different. Many problems on the road,many accidents,circumstances,broken marriage.,,,,I wonder at what point does sick person realize they need therapy,and it can no longer continue. I have no more strength to handle this,my husband drug addict/ cocaine and alcohol goes well with it,is giving me hard time and my kids as he struggle and make empty promises. I want to be free ,and get out of relationship,just have no resource or family to go to.i don't believe it will ever stop .as he won't come home for 2-3 nights,no call ,no show.lies.i have no trust in him ,and hate to smell him,look at his eyes,and figure what he did, who is he with,where he goes when he is gone. Any advice?.i am always pretty down,as he seems to function well for few days,and then gives up fast.and I can't take lie as he tells me he is coming home,while he is not even thinking of coming home and has other plans.