by Natash1 » Thu Apr 24, 2014 10:42 pm
Hey,I felt like I was looking in the mirror when I read your post. I am at the same point, and have to do something. I too just liked to binge drink with friends,
have a great time, etc. Then gradually I found myself thinking about "do I have wine for tonight?", etc, daily. I am living to numb myself, from what, I don't know. I am having a glass of wine right now. But it's not me, I stopped cooking, cleaning, my apartment is a wreck. I want the old me back. I stopped caring, and that's not good. I hope you have a good friend or two to support you. I am fortunate to have that. I plan on attending an AA meeting tomorrow night. Never been, never would I admit to having a problem. Trying to save my job. Let me know how you make out ok? Best of luck!