ok here goes... i have a problem with drinking.. a big one.. ive finally come to realize that i need to do something about this problem.. last night was the last straw.. i woke up this morning to be told by my parents that last night during dinner i ran out of the house and across the street to the park ... later to be accompanied by the fire department, the police, and the ambulance.. they wanted to take me but my mother refused treatment.. thank goddess....
im a repeat black out drinker, in fact one time before xmas last year i did get so drunk that i woke up the next day in the hospital with ten stitches in my wrist and not remembering one bit of it
thankfully this time wasnt that extreme.. its time i made a promise to myself to take better care of myself...
i need friends who are also recovering.. i need a sponsor and most importantly i need to make a meeting... im in lower bucks county .. so i guess this is me reaching out.. thanks for listening