Get to an A.A. meeting! If you don't know where they are, call information and ask for the SEPIA A.A. information hotline. There are meetings everywhere, held all day and night. I never went to rehab or detox, probably could have used it, but made it without it. I went to a meeting, told people i was new and didn't know what to do. They helped me, gave me numbers, literature and made me promise to come back that night. I shook and was scared to death but I listened to them. I went back that same night, the next day, the day after that and so on. It was scary at times but i only had to tell on myself or ask for help and i've never been steered wrong. A.A. saved my life and gave me life. My only true obstical has been myself, my alcohol soaked ego which I must keep in check at all times, as that is how my disease tries to creep back in. So I go to my meetings and that is where I learn to live sober, One Day at a Tme.