by Guest » Wed Jan 28, 2009 9:44 pm
It's me again. 8 days sober. I keep coming back because I think this website is awesome and helpful!
I don't have any other websites to go on. I quit doing drugs awhile ago and found reading about recovery/addiction was very helpful. I kept a journal and wrote down everything I was feeling and doing. Just thoughts I had and I copied things like prayers, and poems. I like to look back at the journal. I have accomplished so much, now I must tackle drinking. I quit smoking, and drugs. I gained alittle wieght like 5 - 10 lbs, not bad! I feel really good though. I think within time I will loose the weight. I started picking up better habits like exercising/jogging, gardening, cooking, knitting, things like that. Today I was thinking about the bar or just having a drink. I wanted it so bad, then I thought about what happens when I do - the taste in my mouth, the dizziness, not being in control of my actions, the feeling in the morning. Hot bloodshoot eyes, dry mouth, headace, I get a hunger for greasy bad food then I feel even worse.