existingbarelysurviving wrote:I am new to this sight, but I know I am in desperate need of some help... I can't seem to stop using! I drill it into my head over and over and I still seem to pick up that damn phone. My drug of choice is cocaine powder or rock. I know it is killing me but the urge is too strong. I live in seclusion and I was never like that pre-cocaine. My husband passed last year also due to the effects of cocaine, and the only thing that numbs my brain from greiving is this stinken drug. It sounds sick you would think one would stop after that but the truth I can't and I don't know why. I hate but I love it. It really is the only thing I know anymore. It's almost a skill to hide, which makes it more exciting to me. Please Help... Nobody knows what I am doing to myself and I am terribly afraid for people to find out. Any advice?
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