by mommyoftwo » Sun Apr 11, 2010 7:29 pm
I am addicted to oxyconton, perks, vicodin, and zanex. I have a husband and two young boys. I never realized how bad it had gotten until i did itin front of my children. I feel like the worst mother in the world, i am dissapointed andashamed in myself so much i makes me want to end my life. I have gotten outa control and need to stop. As much as i try icant, my situations make it so hard and i am afraid to lose my kids and ruin my marraige. I have just started to stop but itseems as if i dont have the self control. Any suggestions on how to start?