by klotz6985 » Tue Apr 20, 2010 4:45 pm
my name is wade and i am new to this so here it goes. i am addicted to crack and i was clean for a 4 months then i watched my grandfather pass away, and
now i just relapsed last saturday, i had way to much but it made the depression go away. i dont kno how to stop but i am afraid if i dot i will lose my family and friends, this happened 3 years ago and i lost my fiace'. i just need someone to talk to that understands what i am going threw but i never had a sponsor or never been in rehab and i've been to a meeting but they are wierd. can someone help me?