by jimtastic27 » Mon Apr 19, 2010 4:09 pm
Today I gave up alcohol, crystal, and oxys, I can't describe how shitty I feel, can't even get out of this chair. Shakin like a leaf, I don't even think I am capable of driving like this. If I have even one drink, it'll end ten hours later with me passing out on the floor after using an inhuman amout of drugs and alcohol. Already lost the wife, the job, I'm next if I don't change. Dammit howd I let it get this far!