by CHAMPION » Thu Jan 05, 2012 9:44 am
I am 35 years old, and am struggling with heroin addiction. It's crazy. Even after i get over the withdrawal stages, i still go back and buy dope. I will use even while i'm taking suboxone or methadone. I feel like i have wasted so much of my life , and will never accomplish anything. I have burned bridges and caused so much enmity between me and old friends and relatives, especially when i used to get drunk. I would start alot of trouble. I know that i want to stop using drugs, but as soon as i get some money, drug use is the first thing that pops in my mind. It's hard to resist. I have a good woman by my side that strongly supports my recovery, and i do not want to lose her. My mother suffers seeing me go through what i go through. I need to be in touch with people in recovery, and i need incouragement.