by saucy » Thu Oct 31, 2013 7:32 pm
day 13- halloween
Some people dont consider this a holiday, i suppose i do! It was always a great excuse to drink and drink! But realistically i suppose a drunk can find any kind of excuse to booze it up! I know you are supposed to take it one day at a time, I am trying to not jump around in my head and think about the holidays and wonder if i will give in....Its hard for it not to creep up in your head, and at the moment you think, I am not drinking , but like any other day we have no idea what will come of that day!!! I defenitly am a little scared of them approaching, but like they say just for today! And thus far today, I have not drank alcohol, of course i thought of it as i do everyday! Anyway i will try not to think of it so much and take it daily! I made it through halloween!